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omg im suffer-ing in pain .. my stomach still ache-ing cause of thur gym-ing =( somemore today work keep band down then i now cant stand straight if i stand straight is super pain !!!
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why why why !!! tell me why ? what did i do wrong ? please tell me ..
so freaking no mood to work but i need money to do alot of thing and so scare of failing my tp haiz cant believe im so scare of everything i scare of rejection scare of failing .. after failing after rejected .. i found that i become a coward so scare of this and that
sorry eric i know you just promote and then i now keep on never work .. cause its so tired-ing .. that why i donwan to work i feel like quitting but i cant cause i need money .. so i only work abit so sorry who ever see this please don try to find me to cover your work or no more then come and find me i seriously don feel like working now i rather stay at home saving money then working now cause is so fuking no mood to work pepper lunch is no longer the same as i just join .. after working one year at pepperlunch i found out that doing everything nice for what ? i do nice end up finishing late where other people do not nice end up finish early somemore no one say anything ? so i do so nice for what .. you know its make me so “fuking dulan” when seeing other people slacking while im busy doing order in kitchen .. i know im slow la but at least i don slack when busy time .. that some of my reason for not working so much .. that all i have to say .. sorry to who ever that asking me go back help work de
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so long never update my blog ^^ cause im so lazy to blog keep working then reach home tired rather watch anime then blog haha .. ok since now i have mood to blog then i blog abit ba .. anyway yes !! my ite result is out 3.5gpa so there a chance to go poly ^^ just went to NYP open house and now i have 2 course in my mind that is IT and MIT mostly will choose IT but donno can get in anot so currently now waitin for feb to apply for poly now abit kan chiong haha to get in poly donno why .. so hopeful i get in NYP ^^
then now i keep scare of this and that .. scare of cant get in NYP , scare of failing my TP cause my TP coming soon again so hope i can pass this coming TP nowaday once i close my eye to sleep i will keep thinking of that day i fail and this coming TP =(
i miss you .. why you never reply me in msn =( why why why !!! if give me another chance i will choose not to do that .. only an blame myself .. hope one day you will reply me =)
